I am not one to say "oh poor me".....but lets face it my life has not been carefree and beautiful everyday for the last few years......But I AM SO BLESSED
I have learned to and am reminded to take joy in just the smallest things....
I look at m sweet husband and see the shadows of my beautiful child and I know that I do not know when I will die but I will die with them in by heart
I look at my strong man and see the strength I need to face tomorrow with out my beautiful child
I look at the health on my man face and see the promise of growing old and being able to help dreams of others through the memory of our beautiful child
I watch my gentle loving man throwin a football with a angel that struggles every day and know I am blessed that my beautiful child made room in my heart for others
I see my "hollypop" holding sweet Miller and know that my beautiful child made a "yaya" out of me
I See the love for all "our" children and "our" G'children on my wonderful man and thank my beautiful child and God everyday for the wonderful life they have both placed me in
Today watching two sweet boys blowing bubbles I realized that even if life is fragile we get such great joy from it we have to live it full out and if it ends tomorrow.....all we can hope for it that we put a smile on a face, joy in a heart and shared the love we are blessed with.
I see the peace in my man and know that one day we will be 3 once more
