life with and without

Thirty Is a problem Birthday for a lot of people......The 30th Birthday is a huge problem for this Mom because it is yet another age her swe...

Life ain't always beautiful but it a beautiful ride............ Holly loved this song as she did Gary Allen.   Found it on CD of his g...

I have purposely not allowed my self to get to caught up in the whole Sandy Hook tragedy.    I have had to in order to have any sort of Chri...

Time just seems to get away from me these days...... as much as I have learned over the past few years to hold every memory dear and count e...

Oh my goodness it has been a while.....lots going on. My Mom has been in and out of the hospital a couple times but is doing as well as an...

Did not realize how long it had been...... We went to Pigeon Forge for the first two weeks in July.  108 the day we arrived.  We did nothi...

Does God still speak?  This is the question our preacher asked on Sunday and our young assisant preacher asked last night.  I have always ...

I have been remineded again during fathers day that people just truely do not get it.  I undersstand that you have lost your parents, grandp...

First off happy memorial day and let it be said that I love this country and greatly respect the men and women that keep us free so that i c...

I as others have been asked often if you could go back and change things in your life would you and what would it be...... I know it sound...

I have heard my whole life about the grace of God..... Gods Grace is being able to forgive......others and yourself............. Gods Gra...

I am not one to say "oh poor me".....but lets face it my life has not been carefree and beautiful everyday for the last few years....

We are coming up on the time of year I love the best and hate the most.     On April 23 1983 I was given the very best blessing ever...........

Last night I could not sleep.....and alone in my bed with my thoughts I cried.... I realized some times I miss my girl so much I could scre...

I have heard my whole life you can not have your cake and eat it too...............well I am more of a sweet tart eater the a cake eater. ...

I just can not imagine any one who does not believe in God being able to make it day to day much less watch the video Jerry and I watched to...

A few weeks back several of us at work were talking about sick time....... in my case it has always been taking care of the sick time......I...

Once upon a time we all thought life would be like those fairy tales we loved a children.  We all dream of the day that we could grow up fin...

I have found tears in my eyes lots this week. I knew to much free time was going to be a bad thing this week but had no idea just how bad....

I have known that life happens for about 49 years now......I have learned to accept it over the past few. We have known for some time that...

I have found peace is the oddest places lately.   Sunday morning has always brought a certain peace of its own but for some reason yesterd...

The Turkey is My Jerry.............. The base for my life....... but instead of getting one a year, you get that one special love in a life ...

Several months before Hob's death, she went to see The first of the Twilight movies with her Aunt Sally and I.    She knew nothing of th...

I went to the dentist today to have my the cleaned...... one of the many places I have not been to in the last 2 1/2 years. I know I know ...

For the most part I make it through the days at peace in the knowledge that Hob is in a much better place the I...... But from time to tim...

The last few weeks have been wonderful, awful, painful beautiful.....but such is life without Hob. A few weeks ago I found out Hob's c...

Tuesday we got have dinner with our son-in-law.  As painful as that part of our life can be it is so much a blessing.  Derrick has been part...

interesting day..... went to a party for a lovely couple who are very special to me and their sweet lil Miller......he is about neg 10 weeks...

Everyone always asks how we are..... but do they really want to know? .....that at least 5 times a day I face things that I will never share...